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So, it's been a while.
Things have been up and down recently. School, relationships, friends... since the time of my last post, they have all had their ups and downs, but finally things are looking up again.
My relationship with Sarah has been rough, but now it's getting a lot better. We had been arguing for a while now, but after realising how much I love her, I decided to change for the best. And now, things haven't been better. <3
Although, her parents are annoying me. They treat her like shit, tbh. The sooner she moves out, the better. ^^;
My friendships have been... okay, really. Not talking to Dan anymore, I dunno why tbh. D: I've made friends with Mel again, which is good, there's no more aggro anymore. ^_^ I cannot wait until we all meet in Wolverhampton soon, that should be fun. <3 I haven't seen Peter or Chris in a long time. =]
School however... hoho. 4 pieces of coursework in 2 months? Get the fuck out. And that's just for ICT. I have no idea how I'm gonna manage it. One is hard enough at the moment. Jesus. D:
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'Sup there nobnets. <3
If you're wondering who I am, here are my usernames/tags from various different websites and forums;
Live Journal: yomi_x_anji
Omg... Did Insane... Forums: [Plastic Mind]
Tokonatsu 2005/2006: Anji-Mito. [drunk DDR player. <3]
Anime-England Forums: Anji-Mito.
Stepmania Online: StarXScream/Aisoku.
MSN Messenger: aisoku@hotmail.co.uk
I haven't updated my LJ in a while so this is gonna be long. D: I have a lot to talk about really.
So like, a lot has happened since my last journal entry on my previous account [yomi_x_anji]. I'm 16 years old now; I have a new girlfriend and I'm nearly at the end of my school year.
Life has been up and down recently. I have been having a hard time at home because of a situation with my mother and her new husband. To sum it all up, he left my mum £800 in debt. And he still hasn't paid it back yet. ¬_¬; Which means my Christmas won't be that good this year, but at least I know it's not my mum's fault. =] I've had to look after my mum because she was in a state when it first happened, so I've spent a lot of time off school to clean the house and stuff; it's the least I can do, really. I don't want to leave my mum when she's feeling upset because then I'll feel guilty later, even though I should be working on my coursework. But yeah, enough about that...
I've been going out with a girl called Sarah for the past 7 weeks or so. <3 I asked her out on the 15th of October, and she said yes. I've been in a perfect mood ever since [practically enough.] because I have been in love with her for quite a while now, and now I finally have her I never want to let her go. <3 If anyone saw me at London Expo, she was the girl who I was with most of the time. ^^; Everything has been going perfectly fine, but it seems like we argue a lot now, and every night we stay together usually ends up in us not talking to each other. ;_; I love her, more than anything, but it's hard to talk to her sometimes. All I want to do is sort things out so they can be perfect like the day we started going out. =[ I know she's the one for me; we're perfect for each other, even Paige has said that. ^__^; It's like...the first time we ever made love was really special; I have never felt as close to anyone else as I did that day, and I'll always remember it. <3 I don't want to seem like I'm taking her for granted, so I need to watch what I say to her sometimes. ^^; I don't know what I've done to deserve someone like her, everything about her is flawless, and she could do so much better. <3
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If I recall correctly, Tokonatsu 2006 was a loller. I spent the majority of my time in the DDR tent, seeing as I was the gopher there for the Friday/Saturday. I was so exhausted, I spent nearly all day playing all the hardest songs. D: Then on the Saturday night, I got really fucking drunk and had to be escorted back to my tent. Oh yes. <3 Sarah is coming with me next year, so that should be fun. ^^; The only bad thing about it was the hangover, and the fact that I forgot my sleeping bag, meaning I nearly froze. Then it started raining, and it came through the tent, meaning I was cold and wet all night. >__<" Blah.
London Expo was quite fun as well; I spent my time near the DDR:UK stand, playing DDR, Beatmania IIDX and Para Para Paradise. I have forgotten all the basic routines, meaning I need to take time out to re-learn them. ^^; Me and Sarah went to Troc afterwards to play some ITG2, and then walked around London. It was pretty exciting, to be fair; we're planning to go again sometime. I lurve it there. ^__^;
I've already thought of my New Year's Resolution; I need to lose weight. I have put on about 2 stone since Tokonatsu, so I'm fat. =[ I keep trying to lose weight but I just don't have the willpower to stick to a diet. ¬_¬; I haven't played DDR in ages either.
Things, and people are changing constantly. I can't cope with how much responsability I have now; I've nearly left school. I need to go to college, university and to work. I need to finish all my coursework, I need to keep up with a serious relationship. It's quite a shock really, it seems like I've wasted the past 15 years of my life doing absolutley nothing. Meh.
Anyways, I'm going back to bed. I'm really tired, yo. D:Tags: change, ddr, iidx, para para, relationship, sex, tokonatsu
Current Location: my room.
Current Mood:  Sleepy.
Current Music: DJ Sharpnel;; Moonearth.
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April 2007 |
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